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ahhhhh my first LIVEJOURNAL UPDATE IN days [07 Jan 2006|12:06am] ... Are we Growing Up or Just Growing Down ? well i haven't updated in a really long time mainly because ive been a little pissy about ppl reading some of my shit . but guess what ive had 3 beers and i might ramble . Okay . So Abby ((i guess)) isn't moving in with kath and i . at 711 willis ave. which is fine by me . its just one less person i will encounter drama with because kath and i know exactly what its like to live with each other . uhh because we have and we still see each other every effin day . which i wouldn't trade her for ne other friend in the whole wide world.  So i got a sick new fone it was 400 and some dollars . ((this is where every one in the room discusses that im spoiled)) BUT FACE IT . yah so i love the fone so much i cannot stop talking about it . it plays 120 songs like a mini ipod and it has a digital camera on it . and obviously text messaging , internet, and phone calls . haha who would buy a fone with out being able to call someone . NOT ME .  . if u haven't talked to me . u wouldn't kno . but here it goes . see i watched the movie forces of nature the other nite ((sorry mom i didn't tell u this story . just ask me and i will explain . i love u)) NE WAY . so i watched that movie by my self at like 3 am . and the crazy thing is ive watched it b4 and it never made me cry that hard. well i cried so hard that i burst a little vein in my head and it was pulsating . i guess that im just OVER emotional latley. i need thearpy or maybe just a good swift kick in the asss. haha :) So zach and i have been "seeing" each other agian . which makes my life 98% better . the other 2% are just because u can't be too happy with someone or else . it would be fake . cause we do get into baby arguements about how dumb i am . haha . but we hang out all the time . and do "sweet stuff" . I love jon and kathleen . and zach is always with jon and im always with kath so it evens it self out . :) too happinesss. Every January i feel like i haven't accomplished a single thing in my life . maybe bc its the first of the year . or maybe i really haven't .  Effin eh . i have to go zach picking me up . and i haven't showered/changed . sense yesterday . haha its already MIDNIGHT hahahahahahaha under the stars

[01 Jan 2006|08:24pm] ( What I did the Last nite of 2005 .. and onto the very first hours of 2006 ) under the stars

Another Great Time at the "sorority" house [30 Dec 2005|04:53pm] Last nite we went out to Ambers and it was all girls and one guy named Justin who knows amber some how . It was alot of fun we just drank and talked about everything. It was Dana, kim , sarah , amber, kath and myself. Kathleen got a parking ticket it was soooo funny because that is just her luck . And I was pretty drunk towards the end of the nite . i cannot remeber every thing we laughed at but honestly laughed for hours . about dumb shit . we had some visitors but i kept my cool . cause sometimes u need to take a stab in the heart. ((when u deserve it )) which i do ! So I found out that Sarah S. and i are half assed related which is kind of funny cause were in such a small ass town . But yah tomorrow nite is going to be beyond stellar. kath and i are going to my friend andy demongs house and he is having a ripper with all the syracuse kiddys i cannot wait. then were meetting jessica guyetter and a few of her buds and were going to a another party . I love hanging out with j guy cause there is absolutly no drama :)   ( picTures of last nite ) under the stars

where to start at [29 Dec 2005|07:00pm] [ mood | These are the days that ive ] [ music | been missing . give me the taste of summer wine ] Last nite was fun . Me, Zach and Jon went out to Burkeys Pub cause Corey and them were there i got to see a bunch of people i didn't drink and we watched them play pool for a little bit . and then we headed out to joes tavern like promised and james and pauly were there and james bought me 2 draft beers and that is all i drank HONESTLY and zach and jon drank a bit and we all ended up in the same car . and yes i was the only girl smashed in the middle of two wicked drunk guys haha . i wore my seat belt tho ! and then after that we dropped pauly off . and not much happened after that Zach and Jon are going to maryland for new years eve so that kind of sucks cause they are the best to hang out with . and now that kath and i aren't going to chicago to see fish weve decided to go to our second home . syracuse . and party with all our friends that weve missed in the last few months . i wanted to go with james and paul to syracuse but they still don't know what they're doing yet but that would still be cool to hang out with james and paul . but yah then were deffently going to the bars . im excited .   Over and Out Baby Cakes under the stars

phew last nite was a long time .. [28 Dec 2005|10:33pm] Me , kath and zach went to the syracuse mall so kath could buy clothes . and we met up with jon , nate and tyler and we all went too hooters. i got to see tiff at the jewlery place she said Drea is pregnant which is cool becaues im glad she is happy with mouse still . Its good to catch up with old friends u haven't seen in like 6 months .. After that we went to the bally bay and Lee told me he thought i just vanished with out saying goodbye . We drank quite a bit . kenny was there and Andy came by ive missed him and we saw Paul . and Spoon and Justin came i miss all those guys so much makes me feel homey ! I couldn't tell if zach was having fun cause maria kept stalking him about stuff haha that was funny . then after we left there we went over to justins house :) tonite i guess were all going to joes tavern . under the stars

from halloween [28 Dec 2005|08:26pm] under the stars

oh the joys of beer pong [27 Dec 2005|03:41pm] last nite we went out to rochelle and danielles house i love those girls they are fucking awesome . and we played much beer pong with some random guys weve never met . and now i am going to syracuse for the rest of the day   ( another ) under the stars

[27 Dec 2005|01:09am] ( piccccsss ) under the stars

hahahahahah Fucking Right Doggy [26 Dec 2005|10:47pm] The Things I got From Zach : (( i laughed for like 2 hours ))                    1.  A horse poster with actually running horses that came with a 12 week planner with horses on it           2. An Echo Mircrophone with pink stars on it that u yell into it and it is very loud            3. a Fuzzzzzzy poster with this dancing lady on it . he told me to stay home tonite and color it .         4. One of those star push lights that u use as a nite light          5.  batteries ?          6.  playing cards                          man o man . its crazy because i didn't even see it coming ! Now Kath and I are deciding on where to drink at . under the stars

so yeah [26 Dec 2005|08:53pm] [ music | I'll be gone till novemeber ] Yesterday was an amazing day ! I love christmas with my family . I woke up fairly late because i stayed up untill the wee hours . And we did the whole gift thing and i got clothes and stuff . and i also got a lap top which im on right now . its so amazing haveing new technology. . We went over to my aunt and uncles and there were like 100 people there like always . Kathleen and Zach came over and played poker with Mike , Natalie and my mom . and then zach and i stayed up and drank a whole bottle of wine . just me and him . wow i was a crazy drunk . but happy and ironically i remeber everything. ... i took back some of the clothes i got because i didn't like them . ((plain and simple)) and i got money in exchange and im taking that cash to chicago when i go see fishy man . Tonite i don't know if im going to do ne thing but if i do i will post some more pictures .  Im suppose to be moving in  to syracuse tomorrow . but i doubt it . Over and Out under the stars

M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S . yo [25 Dec 2005|01:28am] [ mood | tee im like a school girl ] Tonite was amazing ive always enjoyed christmas eve better than the whole day because at my house xmas eve is never about presents its about family and friends .not to be cheezy . but it is . tonite i spent time with my dad just me and him it was fun i haven't done that sence i was like 6 haha . then jan and kev came over and we ate dinner . and then zach camer over and played poker with us for like 3 hours and i ended up winning haha but that was bad cause i didn't wanna win . and kath came over and i gave her the gifts i got her she was happy cause she got me a sick burnt cd that i have yet to listen to . i gave zach the aqua teen hunger force dvd . that show is the best and he didn't want a present so it was even more thoughtful haha . and yesterday i gave jon some clothes for xmas haha .i talked to fishy on the fone he is doing good . i really wanna go to chicago to see him for new years . YA so i am going to go .. and now im about to sleep and have another Great fucking day :) literatly i honestly didn't know how happy things made me until i was on my way to the mall today . and i was jamming to music and i just laughed cause i swerved into the other lane .. and like 2 months ago i would have just grunted . but i have my mind filled with happiness "When I fall in love I take my time There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind"                  -jason mraz ( xmas eve pictures ) 1 lay naked |under the stars

holy cow pam [24 Dec 2005|04:41pm] [ music | MERRY CHRISTMAS ] ~ Last nite was fun . zach , jon and chase and i went out to a party on the andrews road . it was fun even tho it was SO COLD . There were a ton of people there it was actually a great time cause i haven't seen every one in a really long time . but ya now im going to post some pics   ( . good people .  ) under the stars

wonderful , perfect [23 Dec 2005|01:50am] Honestly , I had one of the best days ever . Thank you I am going to brag now ! So i woke up early . not intentionally but for my final exam. And kath went as my volunteer . And i Freaking Passed even tho i thought i was going to fail . Which i ddn't and then i took my written exam . and i know i passed that .. but that was just a happy start to my little day . And i got to see Deb and Jamie. im kind of sad that deb is leaving tomorrow to go home to cali. but i will still talk to her alot Then .. I went shopping with my mom which is always a plus and got to buy kathleen frys at wendys hahhaa I picked zach up at jrecks and he got me a bear . with a little "j" on it . I am STILL smiling . but yah he put gas in my car and gave me windshild wippy juice. which i would never know how to put it in so THANK GOD i was with him today . he took me out to dinner and i had a fucking blast i don't know about him but i did . haha . and then we watched a movie with chaz and bruiser . i just can't thank him enough for getting me out of this little world i have been in .. oh by the way we watched 40 year old virgin . HILLARIOUS . i don't care . u just have to have that stupid humore= Now im home .. typing this . just thinking about how fucking happy i really am     OVER AND OUT BIOTCH 5 lay naked |under the stars

If your going to throw up . don't read . haha [21 Dec 2005|07:43pm] [ music | Jack Johnson - where did all the good people go ] So today was the last day of my classes im kind of sad . im going to download my class pictures in a few minutes ! im going to miss my class . because the people in there are so kick ass im going to miss every one . im thinking about going out to the bars with jamie and deb before deb moves back to california but i got fone numbers and emails so i will deffently keep in touch !  I found out that tomorrow kathleen has to be my volunteer at the hospital . thats going to be a riot . and yah i think tonite im going out with the boys to see some sweet assed guitar playing ~                                                ( More pictures of the other nite !!  ) 3 lay naked |under the stars

happy birthday Kathleen Barbara Rose Walck [20 Dec 2005|01:38pm] [ music | Good Times with Some Great People ] Ok Yesterday was a good day . I woke up early :) And i called my gram to say happy bday to her but she wasn't home and i wanted to talk to her cause i haven't seen her in a little while. Then i went and took my final which i got an 83 . im not that happy to say the least because the first final i got a fucking perfect score of 100 . but i can't be a whine ass Zach took me to high life . ive never been there b4 but it was so awkward cause there was like giant vibrators and stuff . but it was funny . then dr.guitar and pier 1 imports ! . Last nite i spent some good quality time with the rents and then kath came over like 20 mintues before her 20th bday and then jon and zach picked us up and we got chris s. and we all went to walmart which is odd because it was open 24 hrs WOO HOO. haha but i bought kath a bday present . it was the life of david gale dvd . she loves to watch movies 100 times so i thought it was appropriate . as i type this she is watching it haha  and for some reason chris spent 19 dollars on a bruce springstein dvd. i guess if u make a ton of money delivering pizzas u can spend ur cash on dumb stuff. There was this old guy in there telling us that when we turn 27 years old something life changing will happen . doesnt something life changing happen every day ? i thought the guy was drunk . but i guess he talked to EVERYONE in walmart. oh and i gave the cashier canadian money . hahah and got our currency back god i love fucking the system .. then we all were like OH where is zach and jon . and of course they were hiding. but they got some sick beta fish just to watch them die . yah so then we went back and played ALOT of beerpong and kath and i kicked serious ass.and santina came home from work and she is a fucking riot . so i talked with her for a while. OH YAH and i played halo for the first time and i killed chaz like once but im No good at it . cause i have directional problems. but i actually enjoyed a shooting game :)  Now its miss kathleens bday . so let the CELEBRATION BEGIN   ( last nites pics ) under the stars

I don't usually steal stuff from Jess Guy . But I had too :) [19 Dec 2005|02:17am] Take the first sentence from the first entry from every month in the year 2005. then i checked and i rarley wrote ne thing on the first . so lets try the second of every month ! April 1st 2005 home til' i get better October 1st 2005 I had no idea . honestly . but guess what . ((chicken butt)) but seriously its one month untill my 19th birthday May 1st 2005 On Eriks computadora !! Tomorrow i am going to snoop dizzile with Kat , Tiff and Andrea .. im so pumped November 1st 2005 Happy Fucking Birthday TO me Febuary 2nd 2005 well i have not written about the biggest party at our apt. March 2nd 2005 tomorrow is Jemery David's bday .. September 2nd 2005 I went to NYC ... And then i worked at the state fair for a while June 3rd 2005 So Buddy Came ova to see me i haven't seen him in seriously a yr (on good terms that is) .. January 4th 2005 Fish .. Jeremy Woolever .. recently resides at 304 westbrook hills drive , syracuse , ny 13215  Let me tell you what .. weve been intoxicated for the last couple of days ... July 7th 2005 So my newest fave . thing to do is party in the plaza in syracuse on wed.         under the stars

[18 Dec 2005|09:51pm]   ( just one more pic . this is too Funny . WARM BEER  ) under the stars

I stole this from Mr. Leo . Cause we both have too much time on our hands [17 Dec 2005|02:50pm] ( if u didn't know . you will know now ) 1 lay naked |under the stars

[16 Dec 2005|08:51pm] ( if u wanna know  ) under the stars

[16 Dec 2005|08:39pm] ( Where is your boy tonite .. i hope he is a gentleman ... . ..  ) under the stars

12 pounds down .. 5,000 to go haha [16 Dec 2005|08:18pm] [ mood | effin eh ] [ music | Come by me come talk to me baby tell me how we can combine ] So classes are almost over . i got a 100 on my first final . which im TOO Excited about and i shouldn't take lightly cause i might just think im TOO smart for that shit . but in all honesty .. i need to study . but i finally studied and i got a 100 on a freakin' final . Woo hoo go me .. On a lighter note .. hehe get it .. i lost alot of weight .((i know ur all like ooo not again, shes sick blah blah )) but i really needed to i guess i was fat or something here is a quote "fat bitches shouldn't be talken shit" yah some douche bag said that to me . SO now im on a weight lost dealy . and im down 12 pounds and some ounces. yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss But yah now im going to go Study  . even tho its friday . its only 830 i still have time to get extremely tipsy and make a fool out of myself . hopefully im going out on the town with the boys tonite :) PUMPED under the stars

last nite .. phew went by very quickly [06 Dec 2005|11:25am] [ mood | wandering minds think of ..... ] [ music | The RedWalls - Thank you ] Yesterday morning i work up VERY early and went to the hospital to work and i had a very rewarding day . I love the residents there . and my instrutor is pretty kick ass even tho i fuck off and she gets mad and makes me cry she still hugs me and kisses me on the head like im her grandchild or something. but i liked yesterday and here are the reasons :              1) Worked at the hospital with all the students             2) Took the longest nap ever before class     3) wore a sweatshirt to class ((not like me to do))     4) actually had a pack of cigaretts to smoke     5) put $20.01 of gas in my car    6) had a lighter in my pockett            7) Got home to my mom and dad and they had made me chicken wing pizza .. ahhh heaven         8) i didn't wash my hair in 2 days and it still looks hott           9) Got to hang out with zach and he wore pink           10) went over to mels and ambers and saw all the girls and watched the NOTEBOOK !!!!! i love that movie           11) got drunk off of 2 beers and didn't have to drive  :)    12) saw my sexy girl kath     13) got to talk to my brother a few times on the phone    14) listen to my very first record  15) madonna and michale jackson records to be exact and i love them Today i found out that my brothers girlfriends' sister had her baby today . im happy for her .. even tho its a messy situation .. im just happy they are both healthy . This morning when i woke up i wasn't hung over . as bad as i thought i would be . but it was so awesome hanging out with zach and jon and kath and alex and justin and sean ... those people are drama free and like to just chill drink and have fun so here are some pictures ( live for each day . that way u will not tripp over a pipe dream  ) 2 lay naked |under the stars

last nite we laughed under the covers like we used too we used to laugh so hard"laugh it up" [04 Dec 2005|10:59pm] [ mood | just because ] [ music | the redwalls-thank you ] wake up naked drinking coffee.. making plans to change the world. while the world was changing us .. it was good good love . "your still beautiful .. >"( Read more... ) under the stars

fun times .. at ridgemont high ! haha wtf [04 Dec 2005|05:17pm] [ music | These are the days taht ive been missing ] Last nite I went Over to some guys house with zach and chase they were all playing really interesting instruments and they sang alot . I had fun because i haven't heard zach play in over a year and i got to see his dad and bea ! that was fun .. Then i went over to ambers and mels place and played some beer pong with chris and chris, don and amber it was fun and there were some other people there hanging out it was fun . Went to zachs to watch the history channel until 5am.                 :) under the stars

i'll keep you my dirty little secret [03 Dec 2005|08:57pm] not the happiest camper latle .. but im loving this whole "freedom" thing . ive met some really cool people . im just really annoyed with some one . and i feel that i gave my heart and soul to you . and u literatly SMACK it away .. peace out napolean . and that will be the very last time i ever say that too you under the stars

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